Thursday, October 14, 2010

You're not eating....not wagging your tail. This afternoon as I layed beside you, you wouldn't even look at me. I know this is my sign. It's gonna be so hard to say goodbye. Tonight while I sat bent over beside you, my head to yours, telling you how much I love you and the tears rolling down my face, you looked up at me. Those big eyes and licked both of my cheeks and then layed your head in my lap as if to say, "it's ok moma." I'll never forget that.....or you....

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Where to go from here.....




A few days ago Razz's leg or a guess I should say bone in the leg finally broke. The thing is he still acts the same. We both said he HAD to have a high tolerance to pain when he torn the ligament in his knee, but now I'm wondering if he just loves us sooo much that he pushes it back. He still jumps up when we walk in the room, will follow me all over the house, (if i'd let him) and just last night he jumped over the ottoman to get to me in the kitchen. I can't see putting him down, but should I. I just don't know what to do.