Friday, July 9, 2010

I feel so selfish....I want him to stay. I want this pain to go away....it's not fair. He's only four years old. He doesn't know. His tail wags like a whip every time I walk in the room. I don't want him to go. Pls Lord don't take him. PLEASE...

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Eight Weeks Post Opt

Razz's last checkup was yesterday. There was good news and bad news. The good news was that his back leg was healing perfectly. The bad.....my big boy has bone cancer. For the past week he has been limping on his front leg and I figured he'd done it again. A ligament, bone, or something like that. Nothing can prepare you for how bad this hurts. This stuff is very aggressive and very painful. We have maybe two weeks to a couple of months left with him. I have to get a grip so I can make these last moments as comfortable as possible.

Razz you are loved more than words can possibly describe. Our little Razzadoodle, Sophie's first "Razzy", moma's boy, I love you......